I Miss you

I don't feel strong today Hunter.  It's been three days since I had any decent sleep and it's making it harder for me to cope.  I need food and I need sleep but I just can't do it.

Life is so unfair.  Nelson Mandela has lived over 90 years and you got 10 days.  I wish he could live less and you more.  

I have been listening to your songs every day and lighting your candle.  The candle is nearly gone.

Last night I dreamt you were here again.  Maybe you are here in my dreams?  

One day I'll get to hold you in my arms again.  Until then I will long for it.

I don't know why you're gone, I just want this nightmare to be over and have you back.  I feel like I deserve to have you back.